I feel like being staunchly honest right now and I have nothing else than my own blog to spew rubbish on. So here it goes,hope u digest the whole.
College is over and I am currently jobless(in the literal sense) and not at all searching for one. According to myself,I have become one lazy,stubborn girl who ,the whole day, absorbs all life-related complicated novels and then delivers senseless philosophies to the hapless members at home who, listen all with utter disdain.I dont have any current plan to look for a job because I am not in a mood to welcome any change in my life presently. I dont mind even if various adjectives have been tagged to my name,few being unemployed, cynical, frustrated, unsocial, grumpy et all. I dont recieve the phone calls even if I am the only one at home while the phone is ringing because i hate faking answers when relatives ask my future plans. Almost all of my friends have decided what to do in their life and are leaving for their respective destinations and I am grappling against the thought of having to stay without them. My sister avoids talking to me much nowadays because i tend to turn violent at her suddenly, without any prior notice , my weapons being cushions, my cell, tv-remote and sometimes my legs.Recently I have started taking fancy of the hindi soaps in which the heroines fall in love with their heroes and among all odds,get married and re-married ,die and get alive and while all the ups and downs of the girl's life,there is a fixed hero who always supports her. And I keep wishing that someday some man jumps out of that tv screen,holds my hand and takes me far away where Ican smile only when I want,where I don't need to explain others about my career-plans,where my friends never leave me away,where no one measures success with money,where no one hurls responsibilities on me,where i dont need to plan my plans.
College is over and I am currently jobless(in the literal sense) and not at all searching for one. According to myself,I have become one lazy,stubborn girl who ,the whole day, absorbs all life-related complicated novels and then delivers senseless philosophies to the hapless members at home who, listen all with utter disdain.I dont have any current plan to look for a job because I am not in a mood to welcome any change in my life presently. I dont mind even if various adjectives have been tagged to my name,few being unemployed, cynical, frustrated, unsocial, grumpy et all. I dont recieve the phone calls even if I am the only one at home while the phone is ringing because i hate faking answers when relatives ask my future plans. Almost all of my friends have decided what to do in their life and are leaving for their respective destinations and I am grappling against the thought of having to stay without them. My sister avoids talking to me much nowadays because i tend to turn violent at her suddenly, without any prior notice , my weapons being cushions, my cell, tv-remote and sometimes my legs.Recently I have started taking fancy of the hindi soaps in which the heroines fall in love with their heroes and among all odds,get married and re-married ,die and get alive and while all the ups and downs of the girl's life,there is a fixed hero who always supports her. And I keep wishing that someday some man jumps out of that tv screen,holds my hand and takes me far away where Ican smile only when I want,where I don't need to explain others about my career-plans,where my friends never leave me away,where no one measures success with money,where no one hurls responsibilities on me,where i dont need to plan my plans.
Well, now the most important and honest fact is that I can afford to carry on my cynical ways partly because I am an indian girl who will not be questioned by the society even if she choses to be jobless for her whole life and partly because of my naive parents who dont mind tolerating my temporary insanity.
its good tht u r jobless, phir jaakar tu itna accha likhegi.......like it!!!...:)
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